no, everything I say is wrong
this bullshit keeps happening and I fucking hate it.
blamed again? I knew that was gonna happen again. I miss her.
what the hell is happening. I didn’t do anything for you to be so mad at me all the time. when I get upset “first”, it’s when you’re passive aggressive and say something to either make me feel bad about myself or just insult me, and when I try to defend myself you get all “why are you so mean lately?” when anyone that has ever known me can tell you that I would never, ever start problems or arguments with someone. someone else would HAVE to start it first.
it’s worse? your problems are worse? how would you even know that.
I need tissues, someone please bring me some
why can’t I sleep for weeks
I hate when my problems are put under someone else’s. you don’t understand what I’ve been through, you aren’t me.
seeing as I can’t express my emotions on twitter, I guess I’ll vent to tumblr from now on. and no, this isn’t over one thing. I just haven’t been happy lately. not truly. and I have no where else to vent to. I hate crying myself to sleep. but lately I’ve also had plenty of time to think things through. I just want to take a break. that’s all I want at this point. goodnight tumblr, thanks for being one thing I can dump my feelings on.
this makes me think about how I’ll never have that real relationships. they’ve all been jokes or relationships set up for failure.
